This year has been filled with triumphs and sadness.
Each obstacle we overcome, makes us a stronger person. Life isn’t a bed of roses to begin with. We work hard for our happiness. When we fall, we pick up the pieces and learn. I think my greatest gift from God besides my loving parents is my HEALTH. Although I have to agree that my immune system is rather weak but at least, I am still standing strong and… fat. I always whine that God has curse me with an ugly face and hideous body but I believe I will be someone’s else gem one day. Someone who will see through my flaws and accept them. When things don’t go my way, I wish I was not born. I will inevitably ponder, “Of all people/of all days… WHY ME?!” Everything happens for a reason. Maybe there’s better plans out there? Nobody knows.
One of my 2012 resolution is to be more OPTIMISTIC. I should quit being such a pessimist.
Secondly, WORK HARD. I regretted not putting my heart and soul into my studies back then.
Thirdly, save MORE money. Recession gonna be so bad. I always believe, “If you do not know how to manage your wealth, you will NEVER be rich.”. Let’s not talk about being rich, at least enough to pass you by. Standard of living in Singapore is no laughing matter. I don’t want to be working my ass off when I am old and frail. It pains me to see old folks working. I don’t wish that will to happen to me. I wish my retirement days (a bit too early to say) will be so called my GOLDEN days of my life.
Forth, spend more quality time with my mother. Age is definitely catching up. More than a year since my dad passed on, I do miss his presence. Side note, I hope my mother stops acting crazy sometimes and have more faith in me. In addition, be more liberal towards men. Majority of men are NASTY right?
Last but not least, I wish my lover understands where I am coming from each time I nag/act like a crazy bitch when he does something that pricks me off. It may be a small issue but it shows a lot of a person and how his mindset works. Childish? Sensible? Stupid? I know girls are weird and sensitive creatures but if you know how to wrap them around your fingers, they will stick to you like honey to the bees.
